(Drawn by me, using a Wacom Bamboo Tablet + Photoshop CS5 + a couple of hours)
This came to me after listening to Christina Aguilera’s song, “You Lost Me”.
Although it is about the man having an affair with another woman and therefore losing his girl, my 5 year relationship broke, above all, because he betrayed me with his addiction and his weaknesses. I felt betrayed because I struggle everyday with borderline, bipolar and depression. I don’t let myself be weak. I get tired but get back up. I try to find each and every single way to fight my demons and be a stable functional person, and would just settle for the same.
“I am done, smoking gun We’ve lost it all, the love is gone She has won, now it’s no fun We’ve lost it all, the love is gone And we had magic And this is tragic You couldn’t keep your hands to yourself I feel like our world’s been infected And somehow you left me neglected We’ve found our lives been changed Baby, you lost me And we tried, oh, how we cry We lost ourselves, the love has died And though we tried, you can’t deny We’re left as shells, we lost the fight” -You Lost Me, Christina Aguilera
Watch it on 720p so you don’t miss out the details. So amazing.
Comes in handy when you’re thinking about making your portfolio, sketch more and build yourself to go out there and get comissions.